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I Choose My Choice

I went to my new house today. It's adorable. I am leaving my dream house to live there but I suppose that is what comes with the turning of a new leaf.

I have a few more things to pack and I'm positive that once the last box is all taped up the reality of my decision will set in and I will be sad. I mean, I am sad now. Sad that my decision is hurting a person I still care very deeply for. Sad that I am walking away from a life that was handed to me on a silver platter. Sad that I am leaving rationality and logic to get tangled up in emotion. But I am also really happy with my choice. Would it be better if he wasn't hurt? Heck yes and for that I am so sorry.

He is an amazing person. Hands down the best boyfriend I have ever had. My desire for chaos won this one though. I hope we can be good friends someday.

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(Anonymous)
Jul. 10th, 2009 05:56 pm (UTC)
im thinking about you.
vbitterx
Sep. 30th, 2010 08:33 am (UTC)
It took me over a year to understand these feelings... but I now know just where u were even though its completely different reasons. Wow.. just wanted to tell u that.
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