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Moving Day

Today is moving day. It's been a quiet morning with myself just finishing up the last of things. I am really doing it, you guys.

It feels good.

I Choose My Choice

I went to my new house today. It's adorable. I am leaving my dream house to live there but I suppose that is what comes with the turning of a new leaf.

I have a few more things to pack and I'm positive that once the last box is all taped up the reality of my decision will set in and I will be sad. I mean, I am sad now. Sad that my decision is hurting a person I still care very deeply for. Sad that I am walking away from a life that was handed to me on a silver platter. Sad that I am leaving rationality and logic to get tangled up in emotion. But I am also really happy with my choice. Would it be better if he wasn't hurt? Heck yes and for that I am so sorry.

He is an amazing person. Hands down the best boyfriend I have ever had. My desire for chaos won this one though. I hope we can be good friends someday.

Welcome to Your Life

Sometimes we do things that are so beyond what we actually thought we were capable of doing and we amaze ourselves. I am preparing to step into my life. Everything I have ever wanted I have manifested and it's all here for the taking. I will strive to be a good person and learn and grow from all my experiences.

This journey will be incredible.
When I am home sick I don't want to leave. Not even for one minute. I really need shampoo though. My boyfriend just got home. He'll take me.

Let me tell you 1) that today was the best flippin' day ever! and 2) my friends are so amazing. I am so damn lucky. For real.

Today was National Jaclynn Fan Club Day. My desk was decorated, I had fan mail delivered to me and all day everyone kept emailing me and calling me and coming over to my desk to tell me how awesome I am. This day was not my idea. Although I often jokingly wish this day actually existed. Kinda. I laughed all day. It was the most fabulous day anyone could facilitate for someone. I love my girlfriends so much. My life is more enriched and positive and happy because of them.

aint it the truth...

One of the keys to happiness is a bad memory.
  - Rita Mae Brown

Rum Pancakes + Champagne =

What.The. Fuck.

Today will be the worst day of my life.

[ Edit ]

Just kidding. It was in fact one of the best days ever. Ever.

Erika was being a hungover bitch but I didn't have to talk to her all day. Instead I had a girls only brunch that turned into naked spa time/girls only debauchery in the best sense. It was amazing.

[ Except ]

Ciara told her husband to move the fuck out of her house. I think they are actually getting a divorce. Yikes!

and... My butt is all chaffed. We were in the spa for 7 hours.
I don't have much right now. I just wanted to document that I feel like a grown up today. I feel like life is taking a turn and, really, it's a welcomed one. I'm bored and feel complacent so anything to spice it up would be nice.

Oh! I sort of decided that I want to have a baby. Not until I'm 34 or so though so it's not a serious thing like I feel like my biological clock is against me or some other melodramatic thing us ladies have to deal with. I was actually listening to a radio commercial and it just clicked. I don't want to be 40 or 45 and have nothing to show for myself. Annnd I don't want to be old and alone when my husband dies before me. Statistically, it's going to happen that way.

I met a guy last night from Nigeria. Chenadoo, I think his name was. He was awesome. He said he liked my nose. Which, by the way, is the weirdest compliment EVER! 'Specially since out of all the things about myself that I fail to appreciate, my nose is the least appreciated.

Finally, a particularly awesome quote of the day. Thanks, Google.

-    Yes, we have to divide up our time like that, between our politics and our equations. But to me our equations are far more important, for politics are only a matter of present concern. A mathematical equation stands forever.

Have a good Saturday, dudes.

Ok here's the run down of my life as of late. Judge not lest you be judged.

I am not in love with Erika anymore. I have finally figured out what the feeling is and it's not ooh grr, I wanna bone you all day love. I'm pretty sure it's I think you're amazing and I am so happy you are my friend love.

I am not trusting Destiny anymore. She's a dirty little secret teller and it's bullshit. Plus she gets her info all messed up and "repeats" things I didn't even say. Yes, there is a long story behind this.

I am SO flippin happy for summer. I have committed to swimming in my pool everyday for 1 hour. It tires Liebe out too so that's good.

I made sex with Colleen last Thursday. I have since decided I am not a lesbian contrary to popular belief. I just like girls. Not in the ooh grr, I wanna bone you all day way though.

I don't think I like Nicole that much. The Man pointed out to me that she doesn't really smile that much. And she gets mad at Ciara and I for laughing. Who doesn't like laughing?

I love my boyfriend.

I love my dog.

I love my house.

I love Maggie.

I can't wait to go to my family reunion and see my Uncle Dennis. The last time I spoke to him I was on coke and it was 6:30 in the morning. I was bored and my phone was within reach.

That is all.

Happy Tuesday!

Many Things...

A lot has been going on. I just haven't felt like logging onto my computer. I see a computer all day at the J-O-B so when I get home it's pretty much the last thing I want to look at unless I want to buy music or Erika told me about some YouTube thing she thought was funny.

So someday soon I will get caught up on typing out all my daily drama and brain findings.

Happy Memorial Day!... almost.

p.s. The Man wants to go see the Terminator movie soooo bad tonight. I'm only really going because of Christian Bale.

...maybe I can sleep through it..


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